There are only a few more days left for 2016. Every end of the year, I never wanted the new year to come since I’ll be aging another year then. But I hope this new year will come faster. ***year!!! Get out of my sight right now!!! (It’s not a curse. It’s a parody for ‘I Don’t Care’) Anyway! It’s a good idea to ring in the new year well.
Around this time of the year, I would have had a resolution that I would work hard at doing for the next year. However, the situation changed a lot a couple or so months ago. But this doesn’t mean that I’ve become a totally different person. It just seems like I need to re-think a couple of things on my bucket list for the future from now on. (being edited now)
When living and trying hard at whatever kind of work, there are several processes that one must go through to gain achievement. But even then, there are many reasons why achievement isn’t attained. Sometimes I do things I don’t want to, sometimes I can’t do the things I want to do, sometimes I have to give up myself, sometimes it’s time zone issues that overlap with timing, but whatever the case, aren’t there several hundred reasons?! In the 7 years of the last 12 years, I worked on and went through a lot of things, and although I’ve had a lot of thoughts during those years, I’ve decided to focus on the happy moments in the past instead of the regrets; I’ve learned to remember only the good things so I could look forward to the future brightly. It’s better to live your days for the future.
This year, I started to be intensely active in my Philippines activities, which is something I want to do steadily in the future as well. Although I started in the Philippines at first, It’s been a long time since I did any activities there; I’ve always had this thought of returning there after my debut in 2NE1. However I have a lot of activities in Korea now too. What would be the main though?! Will I focus on being a singer or an actress? Questions such as that? I don’t think it should hold a lot of meaning. It’s not like two-timing in a relationship, I just like to work at many places while trying to do different challenges, I think it would be good to experience a lot.
Was it… too long? I didn’t even write everything yet. I’ll just finish here and write again. I’ve been starving the whole day ㅠㅠ 🍚
Translated by @WeLoveDara